Really??

So it's almost 5AM and i'm awake....and the irony is Emery is asleep. After just one day of a VERY strict schedule she's still asleep at 5AM. I, however, woke up at 4 and can't fall back asleep. I laid there for a while hoping i'd go back to bed, then spent a while thinking of all the things I could be doing, the laundry, mop the kitchen, clean off my desk.... This was all sparked by the fact that my left boob is about to explode. I think it was the pain that woke me up in the first place. My laziness is what is currently preventing me from going downstairs to pump.

So here is Emery's schedule (thank you to Brooke!)


7:30 AM feeding
9:00 AM nap

10:30 AM feeding
12:00 PM nap

1:30 PM feeding
3:00 PM nap

4:30 PM feeding
6:00 PM nap

7:30 PM feeding
9:00 PM bedtime

It was so nice to know when to do what. I always feel like i'm flying by the seat of my pants, and i don't always operate great like that.

There are some days where i'm a want-a-be stay at home mom. Since I work from home I feel like every moment i have free I should be working. A lot of things go by the waste side. It's so funny b/c I was told while I was pregnant that I'd be excited to go back to work b/c i'd be bored and lonely.... me?? come on. I make friends at the grocery store, and I could entertain myself all day. There are about 20 groups for mom's in Charleston and of my current friends alone I know at least 4 stay at home mom's. Not to mention all the ones i'd meet if i started going to these groups. Now there are other days (like when we get a new client) that I love working. And i do really love my industry. I've been into the web since 1996 when i created my first website. It consisted of a brown and pink poke-a-dots background and a photo of me and my high school boyfriend. Very advanced as you can picture.

Emery and I went over to our friends house last night Sara and Shawn. Dave went kayaking for a while before it started to rain. It's so weird that all our friends have kids. When we all met, there were no kids. In fact when i met this whole group no one was even pregnant. It's very strange, but totally awesome.

My mom and dad get back from their northward swing tomorrow. They did NOVA, NY - coldspring, Brooklyn, Cape May, and now they are coming home. In their travels they got to meet Hunt's (olivia's boyfriend) parents. I heard it went really great. Dad LOVED their farm, they have a bunch of animals and he was like a kid telling me about it.

ok off to mess with my blog design....again.