A no good, very bad, horrible day

Today was Emery's 4 month doctor's visit. It SUCKED. It is so hard to watch them give her shots. It was 9AM this morning and she's still in pain. I gave her Tylenol but she looks up at me and just starts to cry. It's a different cry. A "i'm in pain" cry. The worst cry ever. She's sleeping in my lap right now, she looks peaceful. Besides the shot part, we got all good news. Emery is 13lbs 9ozs. She's in the 75% for head and length. i have it written down but it's in my diaper bag.

Over the weekend we went to visit my best friend Erin in Orlando. She was there visiting her new mother in law to do wedding stuff. Erin's dad and his wife also live there and that's who we stayed with, Jim and Babs. They couldn't have been sweeter. They completely took us in. gave us our own room, and made us breakfast. It was really amazing how nice everything was. I'm going to stay with them when we go out to the wedding in Denver b/c Dave won't be with me. Erin's mother stayed with Travis's mom. I felt really bad for Erin, she wanted help with her guest book, but T's mom wanted to do custom thank you cards...not what Erin' wanted to spend time on. She didn't want to upset T's mom so she went along with it and it ended up taking all of Saturday night which kinda sucked b/c we didn't get to spend as much time together. But she's in a tough spot. She doesn't want to make waves with her family but they have a lot of opinions they keep sharing....when they weren't asked for them. I love her and i just wish i could help take the stress out of all this planning.

Today was a wash work wise. I'd much rather be with Emery, but I stress out when i can't work. It's hard trying to work, take care of the house, and take care of Emery. I know what I'd rather do all day, but that's not an option.

ok done with my rant. :)