3 months...wow

Last Wednesday Emery turned 3 months old. In baby time this is huge! She has outgrown all her newborn stuff and is creeping into the 3-6 months clothes. Thank you Tammy for all the hand me downs! She has some super cute dresses. She is talking up a storm these last few days. She is so happy in the mornings, it's so fun. She's chatting and giggling. I love it! Her nighttime routine is going really well. She gets a bath (sometimes it's just water no soap), then we put PJ's on, have our medicine, nurse and read harry potter. Dave reads to us as I feed her. It's nice. We are 1/2 way into the second book. I must say i'm more interested in the outcome then Emery is. But i'm sure we'll read them all again when she's old enough.

As for me, i'm not sleeping that well. She made it to 6AM two nights in a row but i got up at 4. That sucks. I have been feeling overwhelmed lately, which i'm sure with the not-rested aspect makes it seems much worst then it is. I find that there are days I panic and days i don't, yet it's the same stuff that happens on both those days. Funny how that is. I've been watching "dead like me" and i just finished the first season. Every now and then Em has a really rough day. She had one last Wednesday. It's the kind of day where she sleeps most of the day, (i know what you're thinking that sounds pretty sweet) but when she's not sleeping she's screaming (ahhh you get it now). So as soon as she wakes up it's a full on game of moving and swaying, bouncing and rocking. Until she falls asleep in your arms....yes you can't put her down or she'll scream again. On theses days I watch TV. As soon as she falls asleep I sit down with her in my arms and watch TV, last Wednesday I watched the rest of "dead like me" season 1. I usually watch it in 20 minute intervals when i'm feeding miss Em, but not that day. I think i made it through 6 full episodes. pausing every 30 minutes.

Natalie and Trace are in town right now. It's so great having them here. I feel like i'm on vacation too. Emery is loving all the attention. We spent the weekend at the beach.